I'm not dealing with the pain today.
Some days, I feel up to suffering through the pain for the sake of my pride. I don't want to take painkillers, and I want to be able to stand it on my own. It's a Buddhist thing, I guess.
Today, however, I just wanted to not hurt. I'm so sick of it. I guess, today, the side effects of the hydrocodone are outweighed by the pain. Being in pain drains me and makes my day terrible. I'm tired of it.
I don't plan on making this a habit. Tomorrow, I'll probably be okay with just suffering through as usual.
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